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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
10:23 pm	Where would I be, without your love? If you could step into my head, tell Me would you still know me If you woke up in my bed, tell me Then would you hold me Or would you simply let it lie, Leaving me to wonder why I can’t get you out of this head I call mine And I will say Oh no I can’t let you go, My little girl Because you’re holding up my World, so I need you Your imitation of my walk and the Perfect way you talk It’s just a couple of the million Things that I love about you So I need you So I need you So I need you So I need you And if I jumped off the Brooklyn Bridge, tell me would you Still follow me And if I made you mad today, tell Me would you love me Tomorrow? Please Or would you say that you don’t Care, and then leave me Standing here Like the fool who is drowning in Despair and screamin’ Oh no I can’t let you go, My little girl Because you’re holding up my World, so I need you Your imitation of my walk and the Perfect way you talk It’s just a couple of the million Things that I love about you So I need you I’m on my own I’m on my own I’m on my own Oh no I can’t let you go, my little girl Because you’re holding up my World, so I need you Your imitation of my walk and the perfect way you talk It’s just a couple of the Million things that I love About you So I need you ----- Coming out of my cage And I've been doing just fine Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this? It was only a kiss It was only a kiss Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And its all in my head But she's touching his chest now He takes off her dress now Let me go And I just can't look its killing me And taking control Jealousy turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabye Choking on your alibis But its just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes 'Cos I'm Mr Brightside I never ---- So I most def don't like the second song in the first place but yeah... um other than the obvious things are cool. wish some of that good stuff mattered to me but unfortunately they don't, heh... Finally hanging out with Josh Baker again. It's about damn time. I wish I could find people I wanna be in a band with. Although I think it's hopefully been decided that the Emaline guys might get back together and we'll see what happens with that. Who knows, wont hurt to try I reckon. We can get up on our roof now which is awesome cuz at night the city looks amazing. Oh speaking of the house, our first party was a major success. You know it's gonna be crazy when you hear people you don't even know talking about it to someone else in such a big school like State. Very fun though so that was awesome. We're having our next one the Friday before Halloween (yes it will be a Halloween party and yes costumes are encouraged- or maybe we'll make them required ha). Well anyway I never write in this so I'm allowed to have long, annoying entries when I do. Love you, -jb p.s. although certain one's don't even have a journal or anything so they wont even see this, I just want to say thank you to a couple friends that have really saved my life recently. It scares me to think what would have become of me if I didn't have you guys. I love you all. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 11th, 2005
12:59 am	Cake Let Me Go When she walks She swings her arms, instead of her hips When she talks she moves her mouth, instead of her lips I've waited for her for so long I've waited for her for so long I've wondered if I could hang on I've wondered if I could hang on "Let me go," she said "Let me go," she said Let me go and I will want you more Let me go, let me go Let me go and I will want you When she wants She wants the sun instead of the moon When she sees She sees the stars inside of her room I've waited for her for so long I've waited for her for so long I've wondered if I could hang on I've wondered if I could hang on "Let me go," she said "Let me go," she said Let me go and I will want you more "Let me go," she said Let me go Let me go, and I will want you "Let me go," she said "Let me go," she said "Let me go," she said Let me go, let me go -j Current Mood: numb (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
12:51 am	"general byson... your ass is six months overdue." so yeah, what's up? im watching the street fighter movie which is making me laugh. for those of you somewhat close to me ya know some shit has been going down lately and im just trying my damn bestest to get things back the way they should be. i just hope who matters notices it too. i fucked up horribly and i just hope i can be forgiven and not lose the most important thing to me. im starting at state on the 22nd... pretty excited. and ill also be moving into my new house soon which im super excited about... everyone is already moved in except for me... save the best for last eh? heh just kidding. um yeah so all that's really on my mind anymore is wanting back what i lost... so, although it's not gonna happen super soon, i hope things get better very soon because then my life will be amazing once again. oh and im seeing the mars volta again. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck yeah. and hey, josh baker: i love you and want to be your [good] friend again. lets hang out. -j Current Mood: optimistic (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
1:51 am	krunk What Makes You.. by SheBangs12 Your name? Your gender? MaleFemaleOther What makes you sexy? Everything What makes you pretty? Everything What makes you loveable? How loving you are What makes you fun? Everything about you! What makes you irresistable? Your voice What makes you cute? How you laugh Quiz created with MemeGen! going house hunting tomorrow with the david and the rick. then me and the angelica will make brownies and watch the mtv movie awards even though i hate mtv and never watch it... the alba will be on it, so that'll make it worth it i suppose. oh, so i work at circuit city now (for about the past 3 weeks) and its pretty awesome cuz they hired me for the entertainment section which is the best cuz i get to sell plasma tvs, audio and stuff and i like selling shit anyways cuz its fun. i also get paid $10/hr which is pimp. i met this cool old italian guy today at work cuz he was looking for a receiver. he started talking about jazz and stuff to me and how he hated all this "bumpidy-bump" that plays all the time now and i was like shit yeah im with ya old man, i love me some jazz. which he replied "what!? your too young to know some jazz!" but once i named off some people i was able to convince him i know whats what and he was like damn right and we talked for a while and it was cool. i sold one guy two plasma tvs and other shit which came to a little over $8000 which was awesome cuz our section wasn't getting too much business today but i sold him that and then like 10 minutes after that i sold a couple another plasma so that was good. i was scared because since i work in the entertainment section i have to memorize a ton of shit about the tvs etc but im getting the hang of it and actually selling shit. thanks to the plasma sales i got today i was the number one seller in the whole store today so that made me feel better about being paranoid about not doing too well. wow i bet that was incredibly boring for all of you. oh well fuck off. -j Current Mood: calm (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 4th, 2005
1:12 am	new job is working out nicely. i got the new At The Drive-in CD/DVD so i am very happy. I don't know what was wrong with me but all day until late I felt like I was going insane. It was weird. After I ate Chili's though with Angelica and played some old school Nintendo with her and her brothers I eventually felt normal again. I hope I don't feel that way ever again, it was scary. I work 2 to 11:30 tomorrow, suuuuuuuucks. but thats a lot of money and I get an hour break which I will be sharing with Angelica and eating Wendy's so that's good at least. hopefully ill sell some people some pimp plasma tv's shiiiiiit. I've been jamming with a bunch of people but I need to hurry up and just get with something serious. -j Current Mood: anxious (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 19th, 2005
12:50 pm	okay, so im in a predicament. for the past month or so ive been thinking whether or not i wanna take my plugs (i really hate calling them that, but saying gauges doesnt really make sense eh?) outa my ears... im at 00's right now. so anyway its bugging me what should i do damn it!? this morning i put in these 2's i have, i guess ill see if ill just stick with those for now. i could just wait to take them out completely and for now just stick with smaller ones for a while. hmmm...   wow that was important yeah? -j p.s. hopefully im about to get a job that pays super good. wish me luck. p.s.s. se7en is such a good movie but it's so damn depressing. baaaaah. Current Mood: anxious (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 13th, 2005
1:01 pm	"Hey I'm an innocent victim here I was attacked by a coked-up whore and a, a fucking crazy dentist." weeeeeird. Well I've successfuly organized a bon fire/barbecue to take place tonight... it's at davids so if you wanna come, you best do it. yay. -j p.s. the new NIN nails cd is super fun good. Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
1:51 am	so what's been going on with me... I quit emaline... but i love those guys so there better be some hanging out going down this summer. the mars volta show was amazing. officially done with school (and Piedmont College) last wednesday at 10:00 a.m. gotta go house hunting soon with David. need to jam. me and david brought the ol' acoustics to the lake tonight and jammed some = fun. made me more anxious to get the house because there will be music constantly not to mention an abundance of different instruments to play. music room bitch. had an interview with fridays earlier today... went very well. we'll see if i end up working there, there are a couple other places im concidering. well that's done. -j "...and I would like to be able to continue, to let what is inside of me... which is... which comes from all the music that i hear. ya know, i would like for that to come out. and it's like, it's not really me that's coming... the music's coming through me." Current Mood: chill (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 31st, 2005
4:45 pm	holy fuck. Comedian Mitch Hedberg was found dead in a New Jersey hotel room Wednesday morning, according to Minnesota's Pioneer Press. He was 37. The cause of death has not been determined, and details concerning his death have yet to be released. The Pioneer Press reported that Hedberg's family has been told he suffered a heart attack. ... -j Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
2:59 pm	well shit. i am going to the motha fuckin volta on 4/29/05. i will cry when the show is completed. spring break was pretty fuckin fun. had some fun in the ATL a couple nights and saw some good ass jazz. emaline finally had a damn show. we played at the masquerade at that battle of the bands thing. that was our first show in like 4 months. eh, we did alright. people seemed to like us but we really played a pretty shitty set. whatever we hadn't played a show in forever and we couldn't use our own equipment so i was trying to just make the damn guitar amp sound better the whole time when i really just wanted to go crazy. i hit jim in the in head with my guitar though so thats cool. i fixed my fender strat up so i wanna start playing that again cuz i miss it very much. actually i wish i had it right now. now im sad. i almost brought it back to school with me but i didnt. : ( so yeah living with david and john next year = dank shit bitch. i dont have much money right now... im contemplating whether or not i wanna get in on the ncaa bracket betting stuff. im feelin lucky... alien (the movie) is the shit. bye. -foxfest (that was for you david) Current Mood: anxious (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
10:16 am	r.i.p. "...for while he doesn’t see America as Grandma Moses depicted it, or the way they painted it for us in civics class, he does in his own mad way betray a profound democratic concern for the polity. And in its own mad way, it’s damned refreshing." -j Current Mood: sad (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
10:27 pm	PATS WIN BABY! damn right. -j Current Mood: ecstatic (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
1:35 am	the mars volta is better than everything... ever... except maybe wendy's jr. bacon cheeseburgers. just heard the mars volta's new single. = amazing = understatement. not to mention it's the radio-edit so the actual real song will be even better. when the new cd comes out i probably wont be able to take the supreme greatness of it and end up killing myself. maybe if i talk to omar or cedric they'll let me in their band. ill grow the afro if need be. -j ps. earlier today i found out dimebag darrel was murdered... craaaaaazy. Current Mood: shocked (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
3:13 am	yeah it's long...   ( just read! ) Current Mood: anxious (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 28th, 2004
11:03 pm	daaaamn right.             sarah mclachlan is love brought to you by the isLove Generator i <3 the mclachlan. i also love the salazar. oh and hey our cd sucks so we're not releasing it but we're putting three of the songs on pure-volume so go take a listen ya heard (pleeeeeeeease? dont hate me). www.purevolume.com/emaline soon, we'll hopefully write some more... then when we have a good line up of songs... we'll record once again and this time actually make a good cd... i hope. -j Current Mood: anxious (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
3:04 pm	head automatica makes me happy. -j Current Mood: happy (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 22nd, 2004
9:10 am	"I wrap my hand in plastic wrap, so I can look through it." So so so... Well last week I actually had to do work at school... and I'll have to do some over Thanksgiving break too... damn I got through this whole semester without ever having to do too much work (don't get me wrong though I'm not a slacker, I study and stuff, bitch)... but now I actually gotta do a research paper and shit, fuck dat. So... the band got our cd this weekend... not happy with it at all... so I dunno what we're gonna do with it... I don't really wanna release it. It's just one big dissapointment I guess, cuz it's pretty much like we just wasted our time with that now. The only good thing is that it only had like the first four songs we ever wrote on it... Our new stuff is better anyways... so we'll probably just finish up writing a couple more new songs... then record again... and this time it'll actually turn out good. We'll see. But yeah, Catacomb is getting back together. ha just kidding. I can't figure out what the hell I want for Christmas. It's pretty bad when your parents are bugging you cuz they wanna know what you want... yet you have no idea. I remember back in the day I'd have like my Christmas list ready way before Christmas, and I'd have it all typed out and shit heh. Fuck Piedmont being dumb and making us go to school Monday and Tuesday, and then we get off. Stupid. I can't wait for this break. Chill time, and John Holland time! peeeeeeeeace. -jo-than p.s. I need halo 2. Current Mood: blah (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 11th, 2004
12:04 am	wow! im instantly depressed! : ( -j Current Mood: depressed! poor damn ducks... (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 4th, 2004
4:21 pm	Plugs are for pussy's...   -j Current Mood: chill (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 28th, 2004
2:18 pm	GO SOX! Boston won the world series! wooooohoooo! Geeze, I'm gonna miss watching the games now... I'll just have to wait till next season I guess. Things are going pretty well. Kinda stressed out, but I think it's just cuz I have a busy weekend coming up. Emaline has a show every day this weekend which will be very fun. Tomorrow it's in Clarkesville which is like, 10 seconds from my college. I'm also going to a wedding Saturday for one of Angelica and I's old managers from Gadzooks... She's really cool so I'm pretty excited about that cuz it'll be a good time... I've never been to a wedding before either. My new night class blows. My night class (management) during the first 8 weeks was awesome, and the professor always let us out at 9 (officially it's supposed to last till 10:10). This professor I have now is all about trying to keep us as long as possible. Earlier this week in class she said "okay lets wrap it up I'll just give you guys these handouts on your oral presentations for next week." We were all happy cuz it was just 8:00, but... She decided to read out and explain every single bullet on both sheets like none of us could read or something. For God's sake, the second sheet was on USING THE OVERHEAD PROJECTOR. I swear, most of these business classes are bullshit- and I can tell you right now none of those red-necks in my class will ever own or run a business in their life time, go back to the farm Cleatus. I wish I could just test outa that class (business communications) but, I can't so shit I guess. At least Alex is in there, we're both assholes and we get enjoyment at laughing at other people and what not. Last night was this halloween ball thing at my school. They did it last year, it's across the street where the open mic stuff is at and there was just lots of food and couple of my friends were spinning it was really cool. Sarah went as a rebel catholic school girl and I was the rebel guy it was funny... I had a mohawk and stuff and the like. Eric dressed as a woman with a big circle lolipop. which was funny as hell, especially when Jared (who was dressed as a baby with a Grateful Dead shirt on) started suckin on Eric's nipple. It was fun just hanging out with a bunch of people I haven't hung out with in a while. Anyways, guess that's it for now...byebye. -jonathan <3 angelica ps. damn you Josh, I wanted to go to Dillinger, but I couldn't cuz of that damn night class! (1 Comment |Comment on this)